Post by Matty Whitmore on Apr 6, 2009 21:11:28 GMT -4
Matty: wow this is something. There is so much to reflect on. So much I am proud of and a few regrets, like befriending sierra and thinking she was a true friend, she turned out to be a total bitch to me out of no where when I tried to talk to her just recently since she was eliminated.
I knew Kelly was playing me,i had that gut feeling.
I should have tryed to trust JR and voted Coach off that TC,then shawn, but theres no going back now. But I feel like I couldve trusted JR, but at the time that it happened I didnt think I could trust him. So that sucks lol.
But for the most part I am very proud of all I did. I dont know If I am going to win, I feel it will be close , and I feel like I deserve it more then shawn and fought for it harder then he did, and not to mention I overcame ten times the odds compared to shawn.
But kelly and a few others know him from out of the game so it may give him the win, I hope not, I hope the best man wins, because the best man/person/being in this game, was without a doubt ME because of the way I was able to adapt from round to round and feed the egos of people that had huge egos like kelly and sometimes Shawn. I do like shawn as a friend but I want this win so bad and he mistated a few strategic situations that he took credit for and I simply corrected him and told the truth ,especially if they were actions that I was the culprit of.
I simply wanted to make sure the entire truth got out, because the truth WILL set you free and I was convinced and still am that all I needed to do was tell them the truth of my strategic and psychological game that I played , and that they should see I was the superior player compared to Shawn and deserve this win!
I want it bad, I am a very competitive person, so im ready to find out if I won or came in 2nd, its been a long TC and im sure I speak for everyone when I say "The waiting is over, we are sick of waiting and are ready to see the results!" ::laughs::
Anyways, this was an awesome experience and Im glad to have played it and done so well as to get to the final 2.
Whether I win or lose Ill put up a 'post final TC vote revealing' comment here on my diary as my final of the game. :-)
I knew Kelly was playing me,i had that gut feeling.
I should have tryed to trust JR and voted Coach off that TC,then shawn, but theres no going back now. But I feel like I couldve trusted JR, but at the time that it happened I didnt think I could trust him. So that sucks lol.
But for the most part I am very proud of all I did. I dont know If I am going to win, I feel it will be close , and I feel like I deserve it more then shawn and fought for it harder then he did, and not to mention I overcame ten times the odds compared to shawn.
But kelly and a few others know him from out of the game so it may give him the win, I hope not, I hope the best man wins, because the best man/person/being in this game, was without a doubt ME because of the way I was able to adapt from round to round and feed the egos of people that had huge egos like kelly and sometimes Shawn. I do like shawn as a friend but I want this win so bad and he mistated a few strategic situations that he took credit for and I simply corrected him and told the truth ,especially if they were actions that I was the culprit of.
I simply wanted to make sure the entire truth got out, because the truth WILL set you free and I was convinced and still am that all I needed to do was tell them the truth of my strategic and psychological game that I played , and that they should see I was the superior player compared to Shawn and deserve this win!
I want it bad, I am a very competitive person, so im ready to find out if I won or came in 2nd, its been a long TC and im sure I speak for everyone when I say "The waiting is over, we are sick of waiting and are ready to see the results!" ::laughs::
Anyways, this was an awesome experience and Im glad to have played it and done so well as to get to the final 2.
Whether I win or lose Ill put up a 'post final TC vote revealing' comment here on my diary as my final of the game. :-)