Post by Matty Whitmore on Apr 6, 2009 20:51:04 GMT -4
Wow , this was a great experience guys. And just as shawn said, win or lose , ill take something away from each of you and hope to keep contact with most of you! I was genuine in most of what I said but I had to say some decieving things to cover my back as in previous experiences when im completly honest ,especially before someones voted off, it just gives that person time to rally and that couldve spelled disaster for me like it did in past games I played, so I hope you all can understand why I lied to people like coach and JR when the vote was already decided for the most part, but this is survivor and theres always a possibility that your the one that no ones telling anything to ,and next thing you know, boom your eliminated!
So I fought hard to make sure that did not happen in this game and I hope coach and JR ,that you two can understand why I did what I did and look at my overall "psychological" strategy and the things I did to overcome the odds to get where I am right now.
And kelly, I love ya! Even if you tore me a new ass hole, i like brutally honest people like you, so even though it may seem as though we dont like eachother, I actually have grown even fonder over you after the Ass kicking you gave me in your questions....lol. :-)
And ,I just want to say in closing, to shawn, that I have nothing against you and I did not throw you under the bus. you were taking credit for certain strategic moves to make yourself look better then what you really did, and some of those things i know for sure because I was the one who did them, like the kelly vote off ,with erin, and other things.
I was simply fighting hard as ive fought this entire game to prove why I should win this game and nothing I said was out of spite or malisciousness towards you shawn, anythign I said was in defense of the truth because you did say a number of things/ gave yourself credit for a number of things that you didnt do and if you thought you were the one who did the certain things that you said you did but didnt, and really believe it, then Im sorry but I find that hard to believe cause your a super intelligent person that Im honored to be sitting next to in the final 2. And Surely you know if you did or didnt do something in the game, so Im assuming those were embelishments to make yourself look better to the jury in terms of some of the strategic move comments you made , and even erin corrected you and proved you wrong on something. It wasnt anything against you, I was simply fighting for the entire truth to be known before people vote so they make the right choice with all the possible information!
I am sorry if you see it any other way, but I will still be your friend after this, no matter what. And I want to get to know the people that I didnt get to know as well,or got to know too late...like jamie and coach....alot more after this game.
So I hope you guys don't become strangers after this game, and keep in contact with me so you can get to know me better outside of the game.
And even though this is just a game, its also a experience that I am glad to have been apart of and, now I leave my fate in this game in your hands.
Thanks guys. And good luck Shawn!
-Matty
So I fought hard to make sure that did not happen in this game and I hope coach and JR ,that you two can understand why I did what I did and look at my overall "psychological" strategy and the things I did to overcome the odds to get where I am right now.
And kelly, I love ya! Even if you tore me a new ass hole, i like brutally honest people like you, so even though it may seem as though we dont like eachother, I actually have grown even fonder over you after the Ass kicking you gave me in your questions....lol. :-)
And ,I just want to say in closing, to shawn, that I have nothing against you and I did not throw you under the bus. you were taking credit for certain strategic moves to make yourself look better then what you really did, and some of those things i know for sure because I was the one who did them, like the kelly vote off ,with erin, and other things.
I was simply fighting hard as ive fought this entire game to prove why I should win this game and nothing I said was out of spite or malisciousness towards you shawn, anythign I said was in defense of the truth because you did say a number of things/ gave yourself credit for a number of things that you didnt do and if you thought you were the one who did the certain things that you said you did but didnt, and really believe it, then Im sorry but I find that hard to believe cause your a super intelligent person that Im honored to be sitting next to in the final 2. And Surely you know if you did or didnt do something in the game, so Im assuming those were embelishments to make yourself look better to the jury in terms of some of the strategic move comments you made , and even erin corrected you and proved you wrong on something. It wasnt anything against you, I was simply fighting for the entire truth to be known before people vote so they make the right choice with all the possible information!
I am sorry if you see it any other way, but I will still be your friend after this, no matter what. And I want to get to know the people that I didnt get to know as well,or got to know too late...like jamie and coach....alot more after this game.
So I hope you guys don't become strangers after this game, and keep in contact with me so you can get to know me better outside of the game.
And even though this is just a game, its also a experience that I am glad to have been apart of and, now I leave my fate in this game in your hands.
Thanks guys. And good luck Shawn!
-Matty